No! No! No! No! No!
Today, I’m going to Cancer School to watch a video, get handouts, ask questions, blah blah blah.
I don’t want to go! I don’t want to do this!
I think that I have been misdiagnosed, and they have me confused with another person.
That’s it! There is another patient with a name similar to mine, and that’s the person with cancer.
Much too much to do today before they put a big needle in my hip, and before they put this port thing in my chest that looks like something from outer space.
Hey! Maybe I will get free WiFi or long distance calling to Canada!
Google is not my friend.
Everyone has an opinion, and I had to stop reading some of the things people posted about their experiences with cancer.
Dear God, my heart breaks for them – it truly does – but I’m in “side effects” hell right now. Cancer horror stories. Who needs that when you have just been diagnosed with cancer?
Not me! I want to run for the hills except for the fact that we don’t have any hills. OK, the beach.
Dammit to hell!
Coming back later in the day … ~Catherine
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